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Member Since:

Apr 26, 2012

Gender:

Female

Goal Type:

World Class

Running Accomplishments:

when i was in high school i ran a 4:59 mile and got 2nd at nationals.

that was when i was 18, but i'm now 52 and just started running again so i'll fill this of more times later.

Short-Term Running Goals:

i hope to finish a 400meter in less than 2 minute.

I want to get my mile under 12min  

Long-Term Running Goals:

lose enough weight to be as light as i was senior year in high school (103)

Personal:

well something interesting about me is that 3 years ago i went on the Biggest Loser show...but that didn't go well. i gained 60 pounds. but on the plus side the show told me that i was the first one to gain weight on the show and gave me a $5 dollar coupon to Mcdonalds....my favorite :)

My starting weight was 365 pounds. After training this past bit, (with my trainer Philander) I am now 280 pounds! also i'm 5"6'. i know i have a long way to go but i think i can do it! please comment on my runs to help motivate me! Please comment.  Cause you know what they say, when people get comments, they lose weight! hahahhahahah i love that quote...but seriouly. comment

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Thu, Feb 14, 2013
Total Distance
2.00

...today was terrible. I haven't slept for 36 hours, nor eaten. i mean, i've lost weight but its been really sad..ok let me start from the beginning:

So yesterday Philander called me and set up a breakfeast date. i was very excited because he was taking me to my favorite resturant: McDonalds!!! he said i could have as much food as i wanted to celebrate my success thus far. that night i went to get a pedicure, manicure, got a hair cut, and then went home and took a bath in oil and candles with a layer of vasaline, so that i'd be super soft ;) ...then i went to bed and set my alarm for 5 to get in 2 miles then get everything ready for my date at 9:30.

He picked me up and we set off for McDonalds. on the way we talked and laughed and sang to the songs on the radio..it was very romantic. he seemed to be building everything up for a proposal so i just went along with it. we got there and i ordered 10 different things which i wont mention. i got a seat in a corner where no one could see us and when he came back with our food, he set it down and then got to one knee!!!!! ...but he just tied his shoe and wiped his nose. anyway we continued to eat and then we finished, and NOTHING HAPPENED. i was so mad when he dropped me off, that i wouldn't even let him kiss me. i just got out of the car and went in my house then, crying, watched him drive away.

the next 3 hours i just sat on my couch thinking about what happened and realized, he didn't do anything wrong. maybe he just wasn't ready! i felt kind of bad, so i decided i'd drive to his house and apoligize and let him get some of my kisses! so i hopped on my scooter and went to his house a couple miles away. when i got to his house i went to the back of his house like i usually do before i knock on his door and looked through his back window. and there he was! kissing and playing footsies with another girl! i was in shock. i couldn't move. i started crying and ran back to the front of his house, grabbed my scooter and went home!

ever since then i've been crying on my couch, not being able to do anything but stare at the ceiling remembering that view. all this time i thought he loved me when he was with this other girl! i dont think i could ever forgive him! ...i dont know. i'll talk to him tomorrow about it and see what he was doing. maybe it was a stuffed animal or something...cause you know what they say: if you see your boyfriend making out with some other girl...it may be their stuffed animal!! hahahahahhoohhwaaaaa!!! i hope thats what it is :(

Night Sleep Time: 0.00Nap Time: 0.00Total Sleep Time: 0.00Weight: 175.00Calories: 8000.00
Comments
From Bam on Thu, Feb 14, 2013 at 15:07:47 from 89.126.28.24

My heart aches for you. I feel your distress and pain. I fancy that you might be right about the stuffed animal: sometimes men behave in strange ways when they are stressed. Perhaps Philander is stressed about the proposal? Do you think that maybe you haven't given him enough encouragement and that might be why he's behaving out of character?

Although I'm no love doctor, I do have a suggestion that might help. Perhaps if you were to link up with the Saturday long run group, you would make Philander jealous: there are some serious rascals in that group.

This little plot development may force Philander's hand. How would he cope knowing you were running around with some of the big guns?

Maybe drop him a letter pretending to be somebody else, you know, bating him. Be careful though, he might spot those lower case i's and work out that it's you:)

From Janz on Thu, Feb 14, 2013 at 17:56:23 from 71.219.81.179

I've given him PLENTY of hints. He knows i want to get married. As for joining saturday long run group, i don't want to make Philander jealous, because what if he really is cheating on me? then he'll think i've moved on with him and ditch me for that...girl!

I just don't know. i've never been in a situation like this. Does this mean he doesn't love me anymore? or is Bam right? am i just not giving him the hint that i want more...

From Bam on Fri, Feb 15, 2013 at 07:55:37 from 89.126.28.24

I spent the night tossing and turning and thinking about your terrible predicament. It's so sad when somebody as caring and soft and warm as you indubitably are, is exposed to the horrors that men inflict on poor innocent women, especially women who appreciate the craft and technique of William Carlos Williams:)

So much depends upon our ability to rise above the faults, foibles, and follies of those we adore and love. But sometimes we have to tackle our concerns...

There's a red wheelbarrow in my garden and it's full of ping pong balls. Sometimes, when I'm angry with the world, I'll go and do some 200's -pushing the red wheelbarrow full of ping pong balls - at race pace; it quells my angst.

Often, when I finish these workouts, the blebs of sweat on my brow makes my forehead look like it's glazed with rain water. Maybe if you were to knock out such a session and then immediately invite Philander over to your house, he might think you have a fever and evince concern...This will show the depth of his love for you.

If he asks what ails you, tell him to go out into the garden and beside the white chickens, he'll find the contract that you reneged on so that you could be with him. If this doesn't work, your only hope, I fear, is a session with Doc Looper - he has the answers to everything:)

Please keep us posted with the racy details of your life - they sadden, and yet somehow, warm the cockels of my heart.

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