two days in a row! ...i know i'm great. So i was reading through some of my blogger friends like Stoner, miasain, megan finch, Jessica peterson, Michael finch (he's so HOT), casey kimzey (~ok), David Holt (ack! how ugly can a man be!) and saw how Coach holt (david holt (you know the ugly one)) had commented on all of them to bring their spikes for a time trial tomorrow. so i got all excited cause i thought he'd invite me since i've been doing so well. so i went to my blog...and no one had commented. so i went and ran 5 miles cause i was soo soso so soosososos mad!
i told philander about my problems today. my brother died today too because he drowned eating the steak i sent him...(I have no idea) and he just told me to keep at my weight and remember what we could have together if i got skinny. he had me do a cool workout today. it was 4 sets of 10 push-ups, 30 pull ups, 30 crunches, 30second of planks, then 30 more push ups.
first set i did pretty well, although i only did 4 pull ups. next two sets were the same story. then i just stopped because i just couldn't do anymore. He was proud of me though and said i would make it someday. anyway, once i break 200 by the end of the year i will be so close to my high school weight. i really can't wait to be skinny.
anyway, i thought i'd tell you a random story about last night. after me and philander went bowling, he took me home. and when he was walking me to the door, i tried to kiss him (cause you know, i have like him for 1 month now and you know what they say when you like someone for a month you have to get it over with (hahahahahahaha i live by that saying!)) but he pulled away and acted like i had punched him. he then ran to his car screaming like a girl and drove away. i just dont know what i did wrong...what should i do? he seemed fine today during the workout, but we didn't even talk about it. i'm scared. | 